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2011年12月11日 星期日

year 1 sem 2

Time really flies...
it's end of the year 1 sem 2...
and final exam is coming soon...
that's y I'm preparing for the exam now...
doing revision x999999999...
before college life I never ever put my effort on my studies...
now I'm enjoyed myself in my college life all the time...
I believe that it's not too late to be hardworking...
I believe I can do better and better...
dont look back....
a still better tomorrow lies ahead of me...
I believe how much effort I put, how much repay I will get...
''whatever a man sow, that shall he also reap''...
I wont let someone to have a chance to look down on me..
just put effort everything will be ok...
I know that God will always be my side...
I dont need to worry about the test...
Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. (Philippians 4:6-7)
I dont need to worry during the exam I cannot understand the question...
Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight. (Proverb 3:5-6)
I dont need to worry I will be too nervous and unable to concentrate...
Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid. (John 14:27)
I dont need to worry after exam how is my result..
Take delight in the LORD, and he will give you the desires of your heart. (Psalm 37:4)
I dont need to worry I cannot pass the exam...
No temptation has overtaken you except what is common to mankind. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted, he will also provide a way out so that you can endure it. (Corinthians 10:13)
I dont need to worry all such these question...
I just believe in God...

now i pray to LORD...
Heavenly Father, I pray that my mind might be rested, my body be energized for the exam.
Grant me peace, assurance and confidence so that I can do my best. 
May I be honest and insightful and be able to give true record of what I've learned. May you take away my anxiety and feel with joy. I write these exam with the Lord Jesus. In Jesus name I pray. Amen!!!

2011年11月24日 星期四

捐血记

从前遇过不少作文题目是关于捐血的,
可是我从来都没写过之类的题目
因为在还没今天的之前我都没亲身体验过捐血的感受
其实在很久以前我都已经想尝试了
但懦弱的我就是逃不出惧怕的手掌心
说起勇气 我真的没有
但,
有一班好朋友陪在身边
感觉好多了
虽然害怕到流泪
哈哈哈哈哈...
其实捐血一点都不痛
但就是非常的害怕...
懦弱到~
我今天很开心,我的宝贝血可以帮到有需要的人
我亲爱的朋友们, 你们也应该感觉到开心...
因为... ...
我的''第一次''就这样给了你们^^
wahahahhahahaha:D

2011年11月3日 星期四

opportunity

There always have chance for u 
but just see whether u want to catch this opportunity 
and will u willing to try this or not. 
If yes just try ur best,
even u think that u didnt do well,
but I just want to say something what is on my mind is,
there have no such thing like GENIUS,
what I mean is u are expert in each field
u also know what
everyone taught by other people then after that they only know how to do the thing right?
u know nothing if without people teaching u 
some people really have their ability but they dont know how to use their ability
and some people have no skill but after that they try to train themselves
and keep learning to have more experience
so finally they gain more and know how to use their skill on doing their work.
u are willing to try isnt it?
so what u afraid of?
scientist fail again and again to do the research but they never give up but they willing to try it again and again until successful in their job
If u want to be a successful person u need to accept the failure.
the greater loss is lack of self-confidence,
u dont know whether u can success in ur future or not 
but confidence is the most important thing for us to success.
a successful person is not a person who have fully ability
many of people encountered a lot of failure not they dont have the ability but they have lack of confidence so that they cant get a good fruit.
if u think that u cant do well in something how will u be successful?
I bet other also not dare to give the big project to u .
everybody need to learn how to be more confidence 
once u have confidence nothing is possible
and u will willing to challenge more and more in ur life.

2011年10月29日 星期六

每个人都发过梦
白日梦 恶梦 明星梦
样样的梦.......
都是我们曾经经历过的
我呢?也不例外...
从前总老是发明星梦...
希望有朝一日我会被某家公司看上再把我捧成最红的明星
赚很多很多的钱...
这些只有个'想'字罢了.
相信每个人都希望自己会是个名人更希望自己是个百万甚至亿万富翁!对吧?
生活在这现实的生活里头,你不得不变得现实...
你必须要有学历,有本事...
别老是想着靠运气,不是次次运气都那么好!
有时候必须经历一些事,你才会变得更积极...
发梦不是件坏事
但别把梦和现实搞混了...

2011年10月20日 星期四

如果放不下这个人

如果放不下这个人 你每天都会想知道这个人的消息 就像你说的'我们只是好朋友'
如果放不下这个人 你每天都会自然地查看这个人的部落格是否更新了 就像你说的'我是在关心我的好朋友' 
如果放不下这个人 你每天都期待这个人的电话 他/她的信息 就像你说的'你都不知道我们谈的内容 别想多了' 
如果放不下这个人 你不想也不愿忘记你们从前的点点滴滴 就像你还残留着你们之间的照片和日记
如果放不下这个人 你会想和这个人一起分享喜愁哀乐 就像从前一样 就像你说的'从前我们都是这样 习惯了'
如果放不下这个人 当你知道这个人就在你的视线范围以内 你会时不时瞄他/她一下 就像你说的'我没在看谁 你太敏感了'


你的种种动作 现在的他/她都看在眼里
你可以说他/她敏感 但你应该想想这到底为什么
你也不能怪你现在的他/她在想
当你抱着他/她的时候 心里是否却想着从前的他/她

如果你放不下这个人 
那你就别那么自私了 就认了你依然还是放不下这个人!
你既然放不下这个人或许你也不愿放下 那你就走吧!
别让现在的他/她想一次 痛一次


你不需为即将成为过去的他/她担心
因为他/她不会再在你面前流泪
他/她也不会再那么脆弱 他/她不用你在身边陪伴给安慰
过后的日子都会有时间陪着他/他

就让现在的他/她与你变成回忆吧!
他/她虽然成为过去 但依然会真心祝福你们!








by  一个默默承受一切的他/她

2011年9月20日 星期二

分手后就不能做朋友了吗?

有时候爱情 不是为爱而爱
有些人为了炫耀而爱
有些人为了钱财而爱
有些人为了想忘记某人而爱
种种原因
当然也是有为爱而爱的人

爱情是盲目的
我曾经也爱得要生要死
如今回想起来
还觉得莫名其妙
虽然现在已经感受不到从前对你的感觉
几乎都忘了
但我相信 我是爱过的

也许你觉得是我亲手毁了我们4年的感情
4年对我来说长不长 短说不上短
既然大家都不适合大家为什么不早点放手呢?
为何还要这样纠缠下去呢?
人生有多少个4年让你这样来浪费?
你就不能积极一点吗?
情为何物?
你就要这样来伤害自己吗?
不管你用什么方式来麻醉自己
最终你还是要醒?
难道你就不想早点醒?

做回朋友真的那么难吗?
有些人都还能成为知己呢?
你就要这么的恨透我吗?
我只想说
如果你愿意
我还是那个
你永远的朋友.

2011年8月26日 星期五

时间不留人

第一个学期就在不知不觉当中  过去了
面对考试期间全部考生都很努力的在温书以考到好成绩
我也不例外
虽然偶尔还是会偷个小懒
但至少比从前努力多了 懂得奋斗
时间过得真快 真的很快
正所谓''时间不留人''
它不会为任何人  任何事而停留
它只是不停地向前走
所以更要珍惜每一分每一秒


考完试  全部人都迫不及待地想要回到那温暖的家
其实大部分的人都已经回到家了
而我......还在这
望下看那冷冷清清的街道
我感觉更加孤独寂寞以及空虚无助
今夜我是否能入眠?


2011年8月10日 星期三

one year gone

one year had gone
today is the same day as last year - this is Singapore Nasional Day 
last year my ex-schoolmates and I went to city hall  for celebration of the nasional day
that day was very crowded
we waited just to see the fireworks ^^
before the firework
there have is a performance by the army and have other performance too
we always hang out
walking around the place
what I want to say is ...
time really flies!!!
the days we got together was really worth rejoicing
I thoroughly enjoyed......
IMISSYOUGUYS......
9th August 2011

2011年8月8日 星期一

喜欢独自一人

最近都不喜欢出门
甚至连正餐都叫外卖
就是不想出门
最近的我
就是喜欢一个人躲在房间
静静思考每一样事情
就像现在......
打雷+大雨
是睡觉的好天气
我却要准备下星期的final exam
只想告诉自己:''你是行的,好好加油吧!''

2011年8月7日 星期日

爱上这首歌

最近爱上了这首歌 ''你懂吗'' by张信哲
它 好像就是为我而写的  为我而唱的
起初我听这首歌就是因为它唱出我了的心声
现在
越听越好听^^
越听越喜欢^^
重复听了好几遍
还是不觉得腻
现在的我就是 听着这首歌
写着这篇东东... ...



2011年8月3日 星期三

忘了 怎么笑

一个人的时候
总是感觉到特别寂寞
尤其是在夜深人静的时候 
在这寂寞的夜
听着不同的歌曲
就进入了不同的故事里面
特别的有感觉
特别多的感触
好几首歌唱出了我的心声 
我完全陶醉在歌曲当中
一字一句是多么的有意思
多么的感动我
简直完全触动我的心

最近都很emo
不知是头痛的关系
还是情绪波动?
我的头 痛到就快爆炸了
是天气太炎热的关系?
还是辐射的关系?
我的头真的痛到就快不行了
真的很想去撞墙
把痛都集中在一个位置
不要这样慢性地折磨我
T.T
最近发现自己
笑容少了 
悲伤来了
头又痛了
想要开心大笑却怎样也笑不出来
感觉像是没了笑的力量
几乎忘了 怎么笑 ... ...






2011年8月1日 星期一

从前 今日

从前 我总是很容易的就把臭脾气给发出来
把东西丢到满地都是
永远不会理会别人的感受
今日 我比从前更能够控制自己的脾气
我会压抑自己的情绪 静静在一旁
有时脆弱的眼睛总是让眼泪流下来


从前 我很天真
只要别人对我好一点 我就当他是好人
今日 我看到这世界有多丑陋
才知道 人心难测
所以今日的我对每个人都有所保留
虽然我还是很容易就相信别人


从前 我很快乐
是朋友眼中的开心果
他们很喜欢和我聊天
因为我总是可以让他们笑破肚子
今日 长大了 烦恼多了
心事不知要到那里诉
只好自己收了 自己承受


从前 小时候总是被人欺负
总是觉得很难过 没人保护我 当时很想要个哥哥或姐姐
今日 已经懂得怎样保护自己 不再让人欺负
这时很想要个弟弟
不过 也想要个疼爱关心自己的人
伤心难过的时候总算有个温暖的肩膀让我靠靠


从前 要去一个地方 我总是要人陪伴
做什么东西总是不敢 总是依赖人
今日 我可以去到哪里都是一个人
就算没胆量做 我也豁出去了
就是不想依赖任何人


从前 出门我躲在婆婆身后
婆婆为我挡风挡雨
今日 出门我在婆婆前面
牵着她 给她安全感


从前 总是很心急
做什么事情都是没有那一点点耐性
今日 我可以等等等 忍忍忍
但 人的忍耐性是有限度的
偶尔也会爆发 不过我还是会静静的一人承受的


从前的我 已不再是 今日的我
今日的我 也不再是 从前的我


我要比从前快乐 比从前坚强 比从前努力 比从前聪明 比从前幸福

2011年7月22日 星期五

A tired day

Since I was starting my college life I had never felt tired
but now I feel very tired and feel like crying
I think this is due to the hot weather
plus there is a test and replacement class today
after class I went back to my hostel
when I arrived at my hostel's front door I only realised that I didnt take the key
and I went down from fifth floor to borrow the key and went up to fifth floor again
I reached in a very short time without feeling tired at the moment
I think I am too tired that my body becomes numb
after watching drama I am no longer feeling tired but feel better
just lazy to go out for dinner
I prefer to stay at home ...

2011年7月4日 星期一

360度转变的心情

一下生气
一下紧张
一下放松
一下开心


人的心情就是不停的在转变
因为某些事情而改变
因为某些人而转变
不一样的心情
不一样的感受

眼泪

在我来到这世界的那一刻
眼泪就是我第一个朋友
第一个知己
它在我最无助 难过 的时候
不需要我主动找它 
可它就来陪我了
它算是给了我点点的安慰吧
它陪了我之后 
也算是给了我发泄吧
有时
陪着陪着
就这样的睡着了 
就什么事情都抛到脑后去了
什么都不用想
也不用烦


抑制不住的眼泪
就让它滑落下来吧!
也许眼泪流过
心情也许会好一些


深夜人静的时候
特别有感触
走在冷冷的街
宁静的街道
一行行的路灯... ...


感觉虽然寂寞 
但我享受:)

2011年6月29日 星期三

I just follow the feeling

''Fall in love when u r ready
NOT
when u r lonely.''


Many of times all of the couple r starting a relationship suddenly
all of them haven't get ready and don't understand each other well
and some of them starting a relationship just because they r too lonely
they need someone to accompany them
that's the reason y they need a partner.
BUT
I'm following the feeling to fall in love with someone .
neither get ready b4 together nor lonely .
The FEELING is the first thing make me fall in love with someone.
when the feeling gone
my love I pay will be gone too.
so,
pls treat me AS GOOD AS U CAN coz i do it so.
I just want to tell
I love u more than any word can say
I love u more than every action I take
I will show my love to u with action
I'll be right here loving u
till the end...

幸福

幸福其实很简单
我觉得 有时候
只要轻轻的一个拥抱就能感觉到 
幸福的存在
简简单单更幸福
难道不是吗?

不要羡慕别人有多幸福
你追求的是''幸福''
还是''比别人幸福''

搞懂了,就幸福了.


2011年6月24日 星期五

you're prefer to remain silent

Sometimes you're dont really want to argue
but,
you're cannot control ur emotion.
what can u do?
NOTHING!
that's nothing u can do.
because you dont want to affect the relationship between both of u just because of that.
so, 
u prefer keep quiet all the time .
maybe u r too care about it and u r jealous!
many of thing appeared on ur mind , is it ur imagination or it's actually true?
u better dont care too much if not u will b crazy.
hahahaha:D

2011年6月14日 星期二

Actually I'm very happy

I'm very happy ,
really very very very happy, 
damn happy, 
fucking happy.


Im happy that I see thought you and know what kind of the person exactly u r,
and I know that the people in this world is very scary ,
u dont know a person who treat u is very nice but actually the person only want some benefit from u,
the person can be changed in a very short time as well,
is it the human being very scary? Indeed!


11th June 2011

2011年3月28日 星期一

回想当年

还记得我们第一次相见,
就在我们form2的那一年,
我们从陌生变同学再变朋友,
现在的我们已经是很要好的死党了.


到至今我们的感情还是那么的要好,
我觉得这份感情来得不易,很难得,
我们从未吵架过,
我们拥有的只有欢笑.


从前在学校的点点滴滴,
都是我们的美好回忆,
虽然在form4那年我们分班了,
不过我们还是一起出去.


我们一起吃东西喝果汁,
我们一起看衣服买衣服,
我们一起扮美美拍拍照,
我们就是有许多的节目.


现在的我们,
都有各自的生活,
不过我们的心还是有对方的存在,
我相信,
我们的友情会延续到生命的最后一刻.



2011年3月9日 星期三

send off a friend to airport:)

I send off a friend Who comes from Indonesia to airport at 8. I know him from SIM. Although we can't b schoolmates anymore but we still r friend. He's younger than me but he's kind n good looking maybe . Haha:) I still remember when I went to SIM for orientation . I saw him n he was talking with his friends . At that time I didn't very like him because he was too noisy .Hahaha:) but when we hanged out then I knew more about him. So I changed my feeling at the same time:) we knew each other almost 1 year . Anyways, this is my first time to send a friend to airport :) feeling good because he's fucking appreciate it ( so many times 'Thanks' he said to me ) but feeling sad because facing the farewell :( when he is backs to Singapore I have already been in Malaysia. dont know when we can meet each other up again . but I believe that We really enjoy our time when we hanged out :)

2011年3月7日 星期一

problem is still there

haih...mood no good n no one can chat with...
many of problem around me ...
own problem , family problem n so on...
I dislike this feeling but no one can understand me...
that's a reason y I want to drink with my friends...
I just tried to relax n dont think too much but...
problem is still there...